we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Tuesday, October 07, 2008

announcement.. im no longer being LOVED!
neither i have a father nor mother...
to me.. reach home is like a hotel..
yesh! indeed i name it a HOTEL!!
this nobody scolding out hell of me..
and my mama was silent in her room without protecting me..
who the hell am i to HER?
a daugther of her's? or just a roomate den?
if she able to read this..
i will tell her..
from now on.. dun expect me to call u a mama..
till the day u explain to me..
and tell me wad the hell is happening all time long..
WHO IS THIS FUCKING GUY have the right to scold me in my FACE!
and using all the "F" language..
nv a tear roll down my cheek..
cuz im disappointed.. with her action..
she hide in her room while im being scold like hell..
IM HER DAUGTHER!!!!
and who is the guy have the right to scold me like tt..
he even used "FUCK YOU" pointing in my face..
bloody look at ur face...
u think who the hell u are to "f" me.. *sorry for being so unlady lol*
mummy, im so disappointed and i mean it..
to me.. in my bloody 21 years life other den jiujiu no one can ever do tt to me..
and u cuz of him, can even miss to wish me a "21st birthday*
IM UR DAUGTHER!!!!!
who the hell is he to you whom havent even enter ur life for 2 years YET!
im totally give up!
i promise i wont tok to u till the day u give me a good explainetion..
im sad.. from ur action and no response.. u hurt me deeply..
somehow i have no one who love me..
i have no father love and mother love..
for wad am i standing here...
handling on like an idiot..
i feel like jumping off here.. and goes to somewhere
who can find pple who can realli understand and care me..
IM HURT!!~