we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Friday, October 10, 2008

confused.. speechless.. tears....
im confused... ur words, ur action.. before and after..
seems sooo diff.. its that the way u always do?
im speechless... u making me to shut tup cuz u wanan speak
but have u ever know wad im trying to pass my message across?
i teared... not because im hurt..
i teared cuz of ur words touches me at the start
but ended it with a fcuk tup sentence..
im childish
indeed, to 9 out of 10 people..
they will say im childish therefore im not suprise when ur fren said tt
but the most important thing is wad is in ur mind..
i dun care wad other pple around me think..
i dun care my boss, colls, families cuz they onli see the outer layer
but if u are same as them.. den im disappointed..
cuz do u noe wad kind of pple i am in the first place...
u taking it as a joke but i doing it so seriously..
i trying 101 ways to make u happy
make u feel i care, i concern
but from wad i noe.. u think im childish, u think im just like an ah liang
ur words for now and start are totally diff...
no more small toks.. sweet toks.. or just simple night message..
suddenly seems so stranger..
I WANNA TEAR!!!!
I WANNA CRY!!!
i need a listening ear.. right NOW!!!!
overall, i had ENOUGH!!!
but still ily soo...