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Starting tonight, I need to forget what's gone. Appreciate what still remains and look forward to what's coming next.. ------------------------------------------------------------------ 命裡有時終須有, 命裡無時莫強求 ♥ |
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SERENE
S.E.R.E.N.E is one n only me.I Love Myself.. Leave Me Alone If You Hate Me Neither Do I Like You i'm just whom I AM♥♥ Crash on FB♥. In Love with YELLOW♥. Married to POOH♥. SONG
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Update of News and Pictures!! For those who do not know.. just for ur info.. im moving house.. and of cuz.. packing and sweat.. alot of things to be done. and of cuz i wont throw all my POOHS alone.. My Actual Pooh Family. or even more..  Throwing this 4 away.. =( Only left with like tt.. T_T Actually even have more den... just tt some i already pack in box le and mama bring it over to new house le.. =) i even throwing my fav pooh pooh away.. T_T which is a memory between me and my ex.. but that is like so long liao.. and it's so dirty.. den i decided to throw it away and start anew.. lolx.. SORRY POOH POOH!!NEW HOUSE!!!!!!! Once stepped in.. Living Room 
My Small ROOM..  My MaMa de Room..  The Bathroom that i going to bath till nice nice.. This is how my new house look like currently! lolx.. alot of things not done yet cuz alot of them are still at old house house.. arhh! but new house look so much nicer den my old one.. WOW! okie.. i going to stay here for dunno how many donkey years again!.. but im nearer to buddy den he have to pei me le loo.. lolx.. Not goin to buy desktop this sat! cuz heard from wind and jx tt dunno what roadshow is coming and gotten save me money den buying now.. and planning for sentosa.. wowow!
okie okie.. im should be packing and not blogging.. but im doing right now. damn it hahhaa~
renee gets her butt back to pack her stuff she is in love with new room.. but she dislike the size and yet have to share with her sis..
DAMN IT!
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Pictures Update!!! i think im DRUNK!  The EMO with 2 hot babes.. =p The papa and the LADIES! rm 38 girl with Mama San.. EXTRA me.. from behind..  Licking, Kissing GOOD! arrhh~ im sooo LOVED! 3, 1's.. 1, 2? White VS Black Do We Look Like Couple? Ekkkk~ Okiee.. had a fun night at St James.. both Boiler and PowerHouse.. WLNY gang! u guys rocks WOW! Realli get myself so HIGH! hahaha! love u all..! DANCE TO THE BEAT Ivan: the DANCER, jiaxin: the PARTNER, Ty: the POLE, Benson: the MAN, Samantha: the MAMA SAN, Rena: the SWEETIE, Steven: the LAST MIN.. Thanks a Billion.. muackx.. realli enjoy! can see from my pics right? and at there realli get to see some frens.. like Tze Wei, Jaclyn and June! muackx.. renee enjoy the music.. enjoy the highness.. enjoy the laugther and fun but she dun enjoy working full day the next day~
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Feeling.. & ... ... ... At time im realli asking myself.. wad is LOVE? is just a word u all saying to tell ur partner u need them.. or a word of feeling.. or even thoughts? it's used so commonly in all places.. even from a pri sch kid telling his classmate.. I LOVE YOU~ it's been soo long i used or hear tt sentence or phrase.. what is LOVE? recently.. someone enter my life.. i can say he is someone who enter my life long agoo~ but disappear for sometime.. but he is just inside my brain... he is someone i admire for damn 6years.. together for total not more den 1 months.. den become stranger even we meet on street~ we chat lesser and lesser each time we did.. the smses seems to stranger to me.. he dun tok much till recently.. but the feeling just remains 3 years agoo.. u will nv read my blog however just suddenly think of u.. waiting ahead for ur reply.. once the phone rang hope it was you.. wad is this called? but still, we just seems like strangers... i dunno wad's the problem between us.. just felt there is a very thick firewall inbetween us.. i hope u read this.. and noe u r being miss.. firewall.. firewall.. FIREWALL suddenly.. dunno wad is love.. feeling is gone.. maybe im dead? renee is just inhuman now.. cuz renee is dead.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Words Vs Feelings.. Yours words to her maybe hurtful.. Yours words to me maybe revenge.. but dun u think ur words may hurt us..? People come and go in ur lifes.. when u need them.. they may not be there.. but when u wan them to disappear, they may just pop out infront of u.. so... ur words telling me the truth or the words u telling her the truth? u may just one stone kill two birds.. we seems like frenz at the moment.. but when will we noe tt we may become enemy~ she loves u indeed... i miss u indeed.. but things just not right for us.. i just hope i can disappear and no one wil noes where is Serene Koh~.. maybe she is just dead.. and everyone will clap.. and sing song for celebration.. just like National Day.. T_T i duno wad im feeling now.. abit emo. ... abit.. sux.. abit slapping myself.. and.. abut hating u~.. hating u = loving u? missing u = hating u? loveing = ?? im not happy renee is emo and sad.. dunno wad to do to help oso~.. im so useless.. like a fcuking BITCH!
Friday, July 18, 2008
Song...  Viva ForeverDo you still remember How we used to be Feeling together, believe in whatever My love has said to me Both of us were dreamers Young love in the sun Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya We'd only just begun Hasta Manana, Always be mine Viva forever, I'll be waiting Everlasting, like the sun Live forever, For the moment Ever searching for the one Yes I still remember, Every whispered word The touch of your skin, giving life from within Like a love song that I'd heard Slipping through our fingers, Like the sands of time Promises made, every memory saved Has reflections in my mind Hasta Manana, Always be mine Back where I belong now, Was it just a dream Feelings unfold, they will never be sold And the secret's safe with me Hasta Manana, Always be mine A emo song.. listen liao the feeling.. i just couldnt put them in words.. there is a little feeling of melt + pain + suffer.. that is how i can put in words.. but i dunno u guys can sense it ma.. haii so where is my love? Viva forever, I'll be waiting Everlasting, like the sun Live forever, For the moment Ever searching for the one renee... jia you~
Thursday, July 17, 2008
The Trouble Maker.. Trouble-Maker.. IS ME!!! Serene Koh.. Im just being nice.. but i didnt noe things will ended up like tt.. im sorry.. i didnt noe.. seriously. people do make mistake.. so why cant me.. or even kerene? why wanna like tt.. how many times had i apologise.. go read ur inbox if u havent delete.. everytime wanna sms u nicely.. ended up we will be quarreling instead of happy ending.. u make me tear this time round again.. and i mean it.. i TEAR! wad had i done wrong.. u said.. cuz i meddle into pple biz.. yesh! but she is my sis.. and now u are also helping ur bro.. and u help him first. so y u blame me? isn't it natural tt u will help ur bro/sis when they are in trouble? ask urself.. so wad's wrong with tt.. and u blame me for tt.. when u are doing it too.. is it fair to me? im realli sorry to make her bday party ended up like tt. u think i wan it to happen when i nv even gain anything.. i just wanna grats him and share the happiness.. but i didnt noe im so apart from u all. den i cant noe and make it a big blow.. i seriously apologise.. sometime misses u but all the quarrels history make me stop.. cuz ended up i will be always e one tearing.. even it's not my problem. im a trouble-maker... i AGREE!! i noe.. it's too late to apologise.. girl, im sorry... to get u introuble again *but dun u think having a small life coming is a good news? maybe to u guys it's not.. den im realli sorry and i mean it.. IM SORRY -renee is being scolded when trying to be nice.. wad i get in-returns? scolding.. quarrels... tears... and heart pain..
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Feelings..  Tearing..Till i cant even see who am i.. the vision is so blur.. the tear block my vision.. im back to the down mood time AGAIN and i seriously dunno wad i need and i wan.. Sad. Lonely.. Not Being Love.. Feel unless.. Feel like a FOOL.. im just like a joker.. making a fool of myself.. no smile... all are so fake.. why am i so hurt and pain but i stil have to face with a smile.. feeling like a bloody idiot.. when im not happy.. i act as im the world's happiest ger.. which im realli NOT!! i just wanna be myself.. PLEASE!! renee is sad no smile but tears tears that you guys wil nv believe..
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
THOUGHS!! Confuse A word that run through my mind.. thinking.. imagine.. feeling.. sense it.. im touched.. but things just dun seems right for us ur thinking.. ur actions. ur words.. the complains.. the compares.. and all ur doings really making me turning back moving back stop at the red point not moving any further distances.. timing... future.. happiness.. i cant see any.. so.. can i say.. wad u wanna me to do? ur thinking i cannot change.. the distances seems so far apart.. neither i see any future nor happiness.. so wad u expect me to do? seriously.. im CONFUSE! wanna be alone.. but just get nuthing to answer myself... im CONFUSE -emo renee.. not smiling at this very moment.. thinking and thinking but sense nuthing..
Friday, July 04, 2008
My New House!!!! The Map and Way to get to my NEW PLACE!!  *okay.. i noe my drawing sux* HaHa! People.. im moving from Boon Lay Place Blk 210 to Jurong West Street52 Blk 530.. By seeing the Block it seems so far apart! But den.. now.. when u see my ugly map.. u can noe tt that is just like a street diff.. hahaa! abt 5 to 10 mins walk from my old place to my new place.. hahaa.. and oso! it's getting nearer to my darling buddy ernest place.. wow! so he has no bloody excuse to not sending me back home after supper! hahahaha! I will be moving end of July! anyone wanna give me a hand to help out? haha! Buses: 99 *2 to 3 mins walk* 240 * 2 to 3 mins walk* 198,157 *abt 5 mins walk* (the rest i need to explore okay? give me sometime) im damn lazy to move can.? and i love my place now.. T_T Distance for MRT: Lakeside MRT (EW26) - 0.74km Boon Lay MRT (EW27) - 1.53km Chinese Garden MRT (EW25) - 2.01km Distance for Shopping Center: Boon Lay Shopping Center - 0.40km Jurong Point - 1.38km Taman Jurong Shopping Center - 1.63km Distance for Police Post: Jurong West Neighbourhood Police Centre (NPC) - 0.16km Boon Lay Neighbourhood Police Post (NPP) - 0.27km Jurong Police Divisional Corporation Road Base - 0.35km Distance for Clinics: TC Family Clinic - 0.19km Ngoi Dental Surgery - 0.19km Corporation Clinic - 0.33km -renee is moving.. i love my current house T_T
Sorry for LATE updates!! Happy Belated Birthday to my Ah Mi Arh.. Elwina.. Me and Ah Mi Arh..  People helping out with the CAKE!
Happy Birthday to the July's Babies!!! Blow The Cake Please.. July's Babies~! Yvonne, Kim Dang Dang & My Mummy
Happy birthay to Ah Mi Arh!.. realli sorry to update and wish u sooo late.. but i oso dunno would u even noe how to come to my blog anot haha! cuz u dun even noe how to use frenster and facebook! lolx.. haha! but anyway.. is the thought tt counts la.. muackx.! Happy birthday to the July's Babies.. who are.. Yvonne, Kim Dang Dang and My Mummy Emily.. Celebrate as on Yvonne's birthday cuz on the 1st of July which is oso our shop outing at Bishan for makaning supper + prawning.. Thanks a Billion to FiFi as she treat us. dunno izzit cuz of ToTo or 4D haha.. but anyway realli so nice of her.. When after that i found out tt.. Sarah and June is around oso.. and we gers had a lot of fun time toking and gossiping. haha! *bleah* Bleahh! new updates! now shop gossip abt buddy and jen. WOW! okie okie okie! end of my stupid gossiping and lame jokes..! hope more updates and pics soon! looking forward for tomolo movie with buddy darling and gang! |
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