we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Sunday, September 28, 2008

LONG WAITED S.H.E ALBUM FINALLY IS
OUT!!!!!
FM S.H.E
inside..
waooo.. the chio bus~
selina, hebe and ella all slim down liao..

finally long waited S.H.E album is out liao..
it has been soo long tt they come out new album la..
looking forward to their concert please..

long waited for FM S.H.E


planned to get the album liao..
but a billion thanks to Da Labbit(ann)
who smsed me inform tt actually m1 sony ericsson
is giving off free S.H.E album with purchase of w980i & w760i

a very kind malay customer actually got the album
and gave it to me. =) thanks him as well..
so nice of him la..
and this eventually saved me money!

therefore the album i having now is FREE!!
renee is a hapi ger today
all thanks to some pple la..
specially the customer.. =)


Saturday, September 27, 2008

tear...
somehow.. things will always go back to the same
get back to normal...
i have my life back again
i hate the way u put the words
i hate the way u going around and pointing ur finger right infront of my face
i hate the way of worrying..
i hate the way of hugging my pooh and tear..
i hate the way i onli can type and type
while i hope u r just infront of me
letting u see how hurt i am..
i dislike to act strong..
i just need someone who can give me a shoulder..
just a min will do..
just to tear out everything..
just to scream out everything
and soon will be fine..
i hate myself to act strong cuz im not strong at all
renee is not strong
sometimes things u all say affect me damn much
but still a smile from my face
but do u ever wans to know?????


Saturday, September 20, 2008

arrghhhh....

random thoughts..
random feelings..
random expression..
random faces...
random words..
random ....
idk how i wanna put it in words..
a weird feeling.. tt i wish i can hide forever..
i dislike this kind of feelings..
which is making me stop from bgr for so long..
it's not tt i have no one wans.
no one dotes
no one to care..
i have alot of frenz..
but having someone xtra in life
will make alot of changes..
im sure this time round i can run over tis as well,
as im well train the last few times..
*oppssss*
arrrggghhhh....
tml another FULL day at work..
im so tired.. people around are sooo FAKE!
enough is enough..
renee wish to be dead...
so that she dun have to think
dun have to feel
and last...
dun have to answer...


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

✖写一首歌
月亮在你的眼睛太阳在我心
现在我唱这首歌 ohh 只为你
想把所有烦恼都忘掉做不做的到
你明白我心在燃烧因为你因为你
oh 为你
你心中的话我全都想听能不能相信
所有的梦里全都是你会不会停息
和你一起是否不会再放弃你的心里有没有秘密
我分不清不要在意只想为想为你写一首歌
写一首歌都是你 ooh
月亮在你的眼睛太阳在我心
现在我唱这首歌 oh 只为你
想把所有烦恼都忘掉做不做
的到你明白我心在燃烧因为你因为你
为你为你 oohoh,
love's in the air it's everywhere
everyone can see everyone can feel
that love's in the air
it doesn't matter where
everyone agrees love is all we need
when the moon falls in your eyes
i know the sun has setthe fire still burns within me
since the day we meti know my heaven would be so complete
you could make it reali won't let this change go by i can see,
i can feel youwhen the moon falls in your eyes
i know the sun has set
the fire still burns within me, within me
月亮在你的眼睛太阳在我的心
现在我唱这首歌只为你



a sad cum happy day for me..
due to some reason, i tear while working..
dun wanna mention much abt tt..
it's over so let it be baaa~
but a happy day follow after the sad one
as someone actually suprise me and cheer up my day
with my FAV! sunflower... ^^ this time round it's send to westmall.. lolx.. my 1 and only love
just dunno why.. realli love sunflower alot
and sunflower means sunshine and it realli will brighten up my day!
Thanks A Billion to Rav.. *wink*
Last but not Least!
today is his Birthday yet i didnt gave him any present
inreturn he get me a suprise den.. oppss.
damn shy now.. dunno wad to get for him also!
sorry but i make sure i will return u one =)
Happy Birthday!!! =)


Sunday, September 14, 2008

god, bless him please~
give ur power, give ur love
to the one that actually need it the most
it hurts me so deep when i heard it
but wad i can do for him is to pray
pray for the day he will come to me
and scold me, scream in my face
i dislike him being tt way
but at least i noe he is still there for me
so long nv get to heard from him
it's like 8 to 9 months
suddenly i misses him
suddenly heard the news this morning
my heart sake
my breathing feeling so heavy
it's like someone just throw my heart on floor
and break it into pieces
tears flowing in my eye balls
stop and have to be strong i tell myself
as strong as he is
while at this moment he still hang on his very last breath
for everyone around him
he is not someone who im close with
not someone i can share problems with
not someone i meet daily
but someone i meet YEARLY
yet he means so much to me
and finally i realise
he is just act as a father to me
who cares, loves, and dotes me the most in the WHOLE family
he is the one and only, JiuJiu!!
GOD please bless him with all you can..
cuz i dun he will need to suffer from this..
he is a great man..
who no one can replace him in my heart...
i love u, jiujiu..


Friday, September 12, 2008

sorry for no update for soo long cuz my house net is down. sorry abt it..
but now im back here to update u guys wad happen in the 1 month!

my shop m1 westmall had gone for a team building at sentosa~
and this is onli like 10% of the pic onli.. cuz there is soo MUCH to load..
WE ARE THE ONE~



team A = Awesometeam B = Babelicious
Gang in Water~ ][IVAN][ blow all u can

][Keith & Jerry][ LOL!
][RX][ cute sia
][Babelicious][ LOSE!!!

][me & jen][ she lose so i have to help her with MAKE UP
][BUDDIES][
we had alot of fun and laughter as u can see from the picture la.. it's damn tired and damn hot but we still enjoy alot. the dirts on us. although is very er xin but u noe... the more er xin the more fun we had.. hahahhahaa! can u imagine even our 2 mama can be dirty like tt? lolx..


so why not our KIM DANG DANG? ][jerry][

and we are the siao char bo beside him! lolx...

fun time is always short! haii i wan more more