Somehow.. .. the history is back..
suddenly offline, no reply of smses..

I write all the feelings tt i feel which i have no one to speak to is also a crime?
or r u just dislike i make comments of u?
i have no one to tok to abt u.. tt's why i open up a blog..
but doesnt noe u will noe.. .. even k noes abt it i called her not to mention..

cuz everytime we will quarrel over things abt wad i felt..
and now AGAIN!!!
i noe u dun need me either.. i should get a life..
i noe.. i noe.. i noe..
but if my mind can work with my heart, i will have a life den..
U UNDERSTAND?

im sorry to make u feel betrayed..
but i swear i never, all along i treated u as my bro like how i care the other buddies..
tt blog's comment are talking abt feelings towards u okie?
i used the word "FEEL" doesnt mean u realli did it..
even u did take it for granted.. is me who let it to be happen..

i hope all this wont break our bond..
cool down plz.. i dun mean to be like tt..
but u nv noe how hurtful when u wrote "seriously it really matters no more"

sorry! once again im a failure in everything..

all i wanna say is "IM SORRY!"