Emotional

burden, failer, useless, idiot, irritating, bitch, shit
are the words tt descride me now.. ..

i owes u so much tt i blame myself sometime for being such a failer who cant share ur problems.
my problems, stress somehow/sometime seems to be a burden to u..
im so useless when at times i see u so pehcek and i cant do anything u...
im just a idiot tt i cant see tt u r sad at times..
im just so irritating to take up all ur times.
im just like a bitch who now leave u alone..
and please take me as SHIT and throw it far far away from u..


sorry for those hurting words..
thanks for all the things u had done for me.. =(
be there for me when i need someone too..
buy meals for me in the middle of the night..
cheer me up in all ways to see just a smile..
send me home safely no matter wad time/where am i..
run here and there just to help me..
listen to my naggings..
worry abt me more den urself..
treat me even u have no money..
let me bully to the end..
wake up just to have breakfast with me..
let me scold even its not ur fault..
bring anything tt i requested to my door step.


no one in my life had ever done so much for me..
u done more den a buddy/friend/colleagues.. or i can say.. even a husband/bf/woo-er wont do tt much.. with all those things done, u had nv said me b4.. u dun count every single cent with me.. u trying ur best to do wadever i wans/wish for.. u standby ur off/rest day for me when i asked for... seriously, how much can i still wish for? i dunno.. somehow im not blaming u.. but i dislike myself to the core.. i hate myself for being in this way..

u dun need to say sorry.. cuz u dun owe me anything..
im the one.. .. IM SORRY! ! !

ur name had crave a big big part of my wonderful memories..
im glad i noe u.. god given me the chance to noe u.. but i dunno how to cherish such a good buddy! im stupid.. but buddy remember.. i still love u like before.. we, dap, june, emily.... etc still love u.. we still care for u..

hope my present had gave u a wonderful memories..
but i believe and im sure tt.. U HAD GIVEN ME THE LOVES AND CARES I NEED!


BUDDY, IM SORRY!
tt's the onli way to make u stay away from me, so tt u can realli find wad u wan n need..
cuz i believe.. im 1 of the reason tt way u r still the same today..
cuz i used up all ur times/chances tt u can look forward in ur life for..
im a burden. let me this burden leave u..

STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!
buddy, iloveyou!