Once a Failure,
Forever a Failure.

Somehow ytd alot of things flash in my mind and ended up i went to bed in swallon eyes.
Somehow, im a failure... had never been in better luck before...
I do understand lifes go up and down but somehow mine seems going deeper and deeper..

I always blame myself for tearing but yet this never change..
I hope i can share my problems with my mommy and jiejie but somehow they will feel im silly.
I know i have to be strong. Stronger den anyone does BUT i cant..
I can never hold on my tears.

i have no one to tok to.. i have no one to share to..
i have nobody..

im not a good friend to be.
im not a good colleague.
im not a good daughter.
im not a good sister.
im not a good worker.
im not a good buddy.
im not a good soulmate.
im not a good listener.
im not a good girlfriend.
im not a good wife.
im not a good mommy.
im not a good partner.
im not a good cousin.
im not a good auntie.
im not good at all..

so im a failure.. i blame myself for not doing my role.
but still i hope u all understand.. im not the strong serene tt u all see.. i break easily..

serene ♥ herself for being so useless..