im realli tired of keeping everything to myself..
and now i descided to change my blog add...

i need a place for me to shout out..
i hate to keep inside myself.. i hate this feeling....
tearing out in my heart realli felt so xinku!
i am not the serene i used to be..

why must i force myself to change to someone whom is not longer me?
why must i be the one always listen listen listen...
why must i be the one always giving in?
why cant u listen to me den?
why must i be the one giving in and follow ur way..
i oso have the things i wan.. but had u change for me?

HAVE U?
u give me excuses and rejections..
isnt it should be a give and take? why am i forcing myself to e end tt i have to tear..
i have to stop myself lovin and caring.. i hate the way i am now..

U R SO SELFISH!
u always say, u think this and tt.. u done in ur own way.. u always say u noe can liao..
if tt is the case... den for wad? since i dun need to know.. den forget it..
I WAD OSO DUN NEED TO NOE~~~

WHO THE HELL AM I?
dun u think u r too selfish! I HATE NOW! I HATE THE WAY NOW!!!

arghhhhh...............