Aims & Goals ~

i have not been behaving all this while.. makin my sister worry for me like hell.. disturb people's life in the middle of e night.. making everyone worry for me.. act so childishly when i know it myself, but i still go ahead with it.. being a siao char bo in everyone's who care for me sooo MUCH..

its time for me to wake up and walk on..
cuz i can nv stay in this way for the rest of my life..
sometime i need people to scold me up den i will release..
my mind just dun think soo much.. cuz i always wan it e way i wan it to be..
selfish me.. BITCH!~!

my thinking is not childish like wad he say.. but i choose to act in tt way instead.. i just dun understand why. sometime i need attention which i think is true.. i used "childish" as a excuse to do things the way i shouldnt.. to get all ur attention on me.. to get all the care that i do not have..
i agree im a cry baby.. but i dun act the way i am doing last time.. only this time round.. cuz i wanna felt love which i do not get it from my family.. if can.. i hope i dun need to grow and stay the childish all the time, waitin people to dote and love me with all they have.. seeing the way winwin gets all the attention and love from us.. im realli hope i dun grow at all.. =(

sorry for being a BITCH all the time..
i understand liao.. im no longer a kid.. i grow.. u all see me as an adult already, no longer a kid..
serene jiayou.. u will prove u r an adult and they will be please to see the change..
frenz are there for me.. so i have to help them too.. =)

i believe i can ~ lovin myself more now