thinking ~

if two person being together is to share e happiness..
but why i dun feel it when it comes to this part of life?
why am i always e miserable party?

how much had he ever loved me..?

im wondering..

Confuse ~ !

why again things likes to happen at one time go.. ? =(

New Meaningful Song ~

changed my Blog Song to a Video instead..
a nice and meaningful song.. sometime its so true tt understand a person too much, u shouldnt even think of falling in love.. cuz ended up u will be e one getting hurt.. =( *hai*

sometime, it wasnt me who wans to be emo and anyhow think..
sometime is people around me who is makin all this happen..

cant they live on without gossiping?
they are the one who dislike people gossip abt their life.. den why r they e one who is gossiping about other pple life den? aint they noe and understand the feeling? damn it..! ur one will come soon! IDIOT!

how long should i take all this.. i tot im alright already.. but seems like im not!!
F**K IT and DAMN IT!!

how should i put it? BITCH? lolx

Weak n No One is There For Me =(

Currently, im down w fever at 38.6 degree.. havent take my medi cuz i havent take my meal yet. therefore, i cant makan.. my head is knocking now.. argh~ feeling so cold when i onli on my fan at level one and even not blowing to myself. =( OMG! every year, there is always once tt i fall into a super jialat sickness.. and this year is today~ damn it~

Last year, when im feelin weak, sick, strenghtless i got xiansheng there for me...
but this year everything had change! =(
no one loves serene anymore.. looks like u all wish tt i may just die off like tt.. den u all wont mafan anymore..~

although got 2days MC.. but tml stil going back to work.. cuz dun wanna sabo any staff.. it wont feel good when u noe u r on OFF, Opening or anything.. den have to stay back cuz 1 staff is not feeling well.. haii~
i dun wish i let my coll hate me arh~

no one sms me to ask me how i am now! =(
serene felt lonely~