Weak n No One is There For Me =(

Currently, im down w fever at 38.6 degree.. havent take my medi cuz i havent take my meal yet. therefore, i cant makan.. my head is knocking now.. argh~ feeling so cold when i onli on my fan at level one and even not blowing to myself. =( OMG! every year, there is always once tt i fall into a super jialat sickness.. and this year is today~ damn it~

Last year, when im feelin weak, sick, strenghtless i got xiansheng there for me...
but this year everything had change! =(
no one loves serene anymore.. looks like u all wish tt i may just die off like tt.. den u all wont mafan anymore..~

although got 2days MC.. but tml stil going back to work.. cuz dun wanna sabo any staff.. it wont feel good when u noe u r on OFF, Opening or anything.. den have to stay back cuz 1 staff is not feeling well.. haii~
i dun wish i let my coll hate me arh~

no one sms me to ask me how i am now! =(
serene felt lonely~