we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, October 29, 2009

Letting You Happy..

e only way to repay u back, will b seeing u Happy..
i noe it myself that i cant even give myself happiness, how would i able to give u den..
silly me who pulled u into my life..
gettin a partner is to share e best moment, best happiness and time together..
but wad i had handed over to u are my saddness, troubles and ended up making u worry for me.
im such a failure who is doin it..
since to me, u r someone i care, love and concern. i should even stand far, far away from u
so tt... u're unable to feel my saddness..
im here, apologize to u...

BEIBI, I'M SORRY!!

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Good Girl ~

i cant say im a very good ger.. but now.. i wanna behave like one..
b a reali good girl from now on.. of cuz i will stil club n drink.. but by knowing my limits..
making people around worryin abt me is BAD..
serene gonna jiayo! maybe she just dislike her home SO MUCH!!
realli hope i can move out.. den i dun think i will b tt emo again.
cuz i reali hate lockin myself in my room... just like a room-mate more den her daugther..
MOMMY, when was e last time i ever heard "i love u" ??

i miss all e accompany n hugs u used to give me..
MOMMY, i realli really LOVE YOU!! *tearing*

why cant time just stop at the time i wan it to b??