we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, February 26, 2009

Dunno how to express my feelings..
here is the song



Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Counting Down.. ... 3 days...

its time for me to blog abt myself..
havent done anything recently.. missing my colls, frenz n of cuz my jiejie & nephew.
looking forward to the supper gathering which i long waited for...
i have been watching drama non stop.. 4 dramas in a week.. isn't it powerful?

been fb-ing & wlyn-ing 24hours a day.. lolx..
conculsion is that me and fylvia is the MOST BO LIAO pple on earth.. lolx.
i try to play all kinds of games on fb but still not much interest me.. nah!

jackson had been kind enough to install L4D for me..
BUT
my stupid lagging com dun allow me to play..
think next week gonna call jackson pei me go sim lim get a new com..
LAPPY or DESKTOP?

and im CRAVING for MAHJONG since cny till now.. i havent even touch any..
mahjong jio me please.. im craving for it.. damn craving arh.. lolx.
and im tired of my biscult at home.. i wan MAC, LJS, KFC and etc...

im tired of this 4 walls..
i wanna go out and have my nights, my frenz, my laugther lolx..


missing my little nephew ~


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

My Cutie Nephew ! ~ !

Just cant stop looking at his cutie face.. =)
feel like hugging him tight to him all the love and care...
My Precious Nephew ~


Monday, February 23, 2009

More Photos!!

Recieve some pics of my Nephew from JieJie..
Both jiejie n bb are at home already..
think my jiejie busy playing with him now at home..
so cute.. cant wait to visit him hahaa..

Bb is his new clothes.. going home sweet home..
He is not excited at all.. see the way he sleep.. dun even dare to wake him up!
Open his little eyes looking at YOU!
just feel like hugging him.. =p


i love my Nephew ~



Sunday, February 22, 2009

Great News!

im upgraded and become "Ah Yi" already..
Little Cash had come to the world..
Date: 22.o2.o9 (nice date)
Weighting 3.74kg (chubby bb)
Name yet to give yet.. =)

CONGRATS JIEJIE AND JIE FU!!
Welcome To The World...

A new member had join in.. =) one more little cute laughter and smile to the family..
guess his daddy gonna have a great smile on his face wor.. =)
my poor jiejie is in hunger at hospital now hahaaa...
cuz the food there wasnt nice at all.. hahaaa.. =p
i got one more cutie to dote liao..
opppsss...
he make my day, little cash
ah yi gonna love u.. ..



Tuesday, February 17, 2009

FULL STOP!

i wan all this to be a full stop.
im realli tired.. im breakin into pieces..
i had enough. why it comes one after one?
cant it just stop giving suprises?

i guess e god knows wad i wan. wad i need..
PLEASE!!!!

i beg u please.. ..
to an end of all this..

let me have a smile on my face.. .. .. ..
God Bless please.. .. ..

God, please.. i beg u.. .. ..


Monday, February 16, 2009

Stress Stress Stress

that is all im having now.. i cant even sleep soundly.. wake up ever half an hour..
wake up with headache and it has been for days.. and i mean it DAYS!!

Target is to return and pay back in 10 months..
tt means.. no cab, no drinks, no nails done, no k-ing, no anyhow spend..
i can do all e things i wan... and first 2 months is gonna kill me. cuz i have no com..
OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!!..

if i wanna pull it longer.. i doesnt feel any beta too..
so beta settle it asap.. .. ..
i wanna feel good and fine.. please.. .. .. .. .. ..

im stress but still i need to have positive thinking ~


Sunday, February 15, 2009

Thank You ~ !

im blessed.. he is blessed..
Thank You Very Much

still praying n hoping.. ..


Saturday, February 14, 2009

14.02.2009
♥ Happy Valentine's Day ♥


wanna wish all my friends and family members have a wonderful Valentines Day..
wish all lovely couples will stay lovely, no hurt and tears coming after them..
those who are still single, stay positive and will get to have their love ones soon..
those who are married, have a happy family and everyday is ur valentine day..
for me..
Valentines Day is just another normal day.. =)
Happy Valentine's Day ~


Friday, February 13, 2009

Happy Day!!

Firstly, my Mummy Elwina had give birth to a Health Baby Boii..
Name not yet given.. lolx..
He is weighting 2.57kg.. and was born at 0535hrs..
Congrats Mommy!!
and now Sonia got a didi to pei her already.. =)

He is sleeping soundly..

Wireless!!

Yet! Buddy Rx just went back not long agoo..

He came to help me fix up my router.. cuz i had trouble setting up ytd night.. hahaaaa

Thanks Buddy! now.. i can use lappy anywhere at home.. WOW! and i can use my phone to online as well. wow! power.. =)

hope everyday is a happy day =)




Updates~..

Finally got some pictures from Carrie for my Birthday..
I noe it's lame with just a small cake, at my house void deck and so few people..
but its just so warmly suprise by them which i nearly tear..



Me and my 22nd Birthday Cake..
Group Photo.. My Photos..
KenKen, Rx, Andrew, Charlotte and Carrie..

Lolx..
I finally had my Chicken Essence in my 22yrs life..
it taste.. ekkkkk~ but im force to drink~..
Partly of my birthday present...
Thanks to Daphne, Rx, Emily and Kelly.. loved!I noe router as a birthday gift is lame.. but its something tt i realli need..
and thanks Rx for bringing it all the way to my place with a suprise for me.. =)


serene is blessed to have u guys around..





Wednesday, February 11, 2009

im sick~

im having very bad headache for days..
dunno can i have panadol..

the pain doesnt allow me to sleep, eat or even lying down..
argghhh!!!!!

am i falling sick soon?


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Happy Birthday To Me!!

Happy Birthday To Me,
Happy Birthday To Me,
Happy Birthday To Me,
Happy Birthday To Me....

It's my birthday today.. Im glad i still have some frens who actually remembers my birthday..
but im disappointed i nv get any greetings from my darling ernest.. T_T and some of my buddies. i dunno are they busy or they actually forgotten.. haii. but nvm. u guys are forgiven cuz im happy rite now...

Thanks a Billion to Carrie, Andrew, Charlotte, KenKen n Buddy RX..
Thanks for the suprise given.. which realli made me sooo touched.. and nearly teared..
i love u guys... u guys are just like angels and fairies.. muackx.!

To someone i HATE most!!
u may not read this but still... i dun need ur greetings..
ur greetings are all lies.. i dun need u to appear in my life again~
u throw everything to me.. yet wanna act as if u r a nice person?
dream on.. i dun take it tt way.. thanks!

To someone whom i waiting for ur greetings..
i think ya is still angry, i seriously noe how much it affects this bond tt we have..
even not a normal greetings from u.. haii.. nvm. but i hope u r doing fine..
im seriously apologise of wad i had done.. maybe is the words tt i had used..
i will reflect of myself.. thanks..


last but not least.. hope my wishes come true..
at least im given a chance to make wishes.. =)

Happy Birthday To Me!


serene is blessed!~!~

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Somehow.. .. the history is back..
suddenly offline, no reply of smses..

I write all the feelings tt i feel which i have no one to speak to is also a crime?
or r u just dislike i make comments of u?
i have no one to tok to abt u.. tt's why i open up a blog..
but doesnt noe u will noe.. .. even k noes abt it i called her not to mention..

cuz everytime we will quarrel over things abt wad i felt..
and now AGAIN!!!
i noe u dun need me either.. i should get a life..
i noe.. i noe.. i noe..
but if my mind can work with my heart, i will have a life den..
U UNDERSTAND?

im sorry to make u feel betrayed..
but i swear i never, all along i treated u as my bro like how i care the other buddies..
tt blog's comment are talking abt feelings towards u okie?
i used the word "FEEL" doesnt mean u realli did it..
even u did take it for granted.. is me who let it to be happen..

i hope all this wont break our bond..
cool down plz.. i dun mean to be like tt..
but u nv noe how hurtful when u wrote "seriously it really matters no more"

sorry! once again im a failure in everything..

all i wanna say is "IM SORRY!"


once again i broke my promise, i tear again cuz of u.. .. T_T


Happy Birthday Bro!

Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy BIRDDAY To Jim Loh,
Happy BIRDDAY To You...


A New Start for my bro.. realli hope he is beta den going on wad he wanted..
jiayou bro.. u still have the 3 nice fairies around u.. lolx.. although im quite fat la..
lolx.... jiayou jiayou jiayou.. we nv give up on u, so u oso okie?

last but not least..
hope u enjoying ur birthday away! HUAT AR!


生日快乐


Saturday, February 07, 2009

Somehow.. Suddenly think of this song..
It's one of my fav Jay Chou song..

The MTV is den the power one which make me re-watch again and again...
After all this is just a song. haii haii.. ..

浪漫手机

轻轻放
我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量


想关上这城市所有的灯光
黑暗中专心闻你的发香
这夜晚 让暗恋很有画面感


回想
与你约会过的地方
都舍不得删
在脑海里储存欣赏


你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习银幕上
你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释 我又多传了一行


你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短信的桥梁
将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养
在虚拟土壤


电视唱
吵杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在闹区等来电铃响
有一些话打好了却不敢传
怕收到信息的你在为难


街道上 人潮衬托我的孤单
想象
谁幸运的陪在你身旁
却误会一场
你也在等你手机响


Friday, February 06, 2009

hoping n praying hard...

god bless... ... ...




i hope everything turns out fine and be the way i wan it to be ~


Wednesday, February 04, 2009

10.02.1987

Your birthday means that you love the outdoors and camping.

Your most active time is during the afternoon, and your best colors are green and brown. You are very grounded and stable, and like having a sense of security. You are also very family oriented. You enjoy food, whether it's cooking, dining out, or just ordering a pizza. You make a very good friend, and you never let people down.

Own Comments:
active time is during afteroon: not realli true.. im active at night too.. unless i had a very tired day before tt..
green & brown: best colour means? ermm look good or lucky colour or colours i like?
look good - maybe.. lolx.
lucky colour - heard is yellow for the year of NIU!
fav colour - my fav colour is YELLOW plz..
grounded and stable: dunno wad it realli means... but i noe i stay grounded and very stable too.. lolx...
like having sense of security: YES! i need security.. if not.. my mind can nv stop thinking.. and alot of problems and "???" will come out from my head...
family oriented: some people may think im not.. but come to family i realli cares alot... its just tt i dun realli show out.. when ever my mama need help i will help if i can. . and of cuz i love my family...
enjoy food: YES, indeed! i love to sit down with some frenz even my mama oso can. just sit down have a little bit and enjoy the food.. i will always introduce my fren with great foods as well..
good friend: i dun think i can comment this myself.. but i try to be a good one.. but to me is.. there is always this quote: "i treat u the way u treat me." so if u r a good friend, of cuz i will treat u good as well. *wink*
never let people down: i think i did let people down b4.. sometime even i make mistake i wont even noe as well.. haii.. people learn from mistake.. but i will always try not to let anyone down.. i will try to recover as much as i can to stay put with the relationship... esp family members..
Edited Post on: o5.o2.o9 10.45pm


Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Hoping...
Praying Damn Hard...

God Bless......