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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Emotional
burden, failer, useless, idiot, irritating, bitch, shit
are the words tt descride me now.. ..
i owes u so much tt i blame myself sometime for being such a failer who cant share ur problems.
my problems, stress somehow/sometime seems to be a burden to u..
im so useless when at times i see u so pehcek and i cant do anything u...
im just a idiot tt i cant see tt u r sad at times..
im just so irritating to take up all ur times.
im just like a bitch who now leave u alone..
and please take me as SHIT and throw it far far away from u..
sorry for those hurting words..
thanks for all the things u had done for me.. =(
be there for me when i need someone too..
buy meals for me in the middle of the night..
cheer me up in all ways to see just a smile..
send me home safely no matter wad time/where am i..
run here and there just to help me..
listen to my naggings..
worry abt me more den urself..
treat me even u have no money..
let me bully to the end..
wake up just to have breakfast with me..
let me scold even its not ur fault..
bring anything tt i requested to my door step.
no one in my life had ever done so much for me..
u done more den a buddy/friend/colleagues.. or i can say.. even a husband/bf/woo-er wont do tt much.. with all those things done, u had nv said me b4.. u dun count every single cent with me.. u trying ur best to do wadever i wans/wish for.. u standby ur off/rest day for me when i asked for... seriously, how much can i still wish for? i dunno.. somehow im not blaming u.. but i dislike myself to the core.. i hate myself for being in this way..
u dun need to say sorry.. cuz u dun owe me anything..
im the one.. .. IM SORRY! ! !
ur name had crave a big big part of my wonderful memories..
im glad i noe u.. god given me the chance to noe u.. but i dunno how to cherish such a good buddy! im stupid.. but buddy remember.. i still love u like before.. we, dap, june, emily.... etc still love u.. we still care for u..
hope my present had gave u a wonderful memories..
but i believe and im sure tt.. U HAD GIVEN ME THE LOVES AND CARES I NEED!
BUDDY, IM SORRY!
tt's the onli way to make u stay away from me, so tt u can realli find wad u wan n need..
cuz i believe.. im 1 of the reason tt way u r still the same today..
cuz i used up all ur times/chances tt u can look forward in ur life for..
im a burden. let me this burden leave u..
STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!
buddy, iloveyou!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Congrats to Mr & Mrs Cheng ~ ♥
Message to XiaoXian
The tears of ur saddness, the smile of ur sweetness, the blur of ur bimbo and the picture of ur future i had now seen it. . You are the little one i used to worry about. . but no longer since the day Eddie is by ur side. . He cherish u the way others dont, he love u the way no one had ever loved, he dotes u the way tt u dun even can dote urself.. So now, im here sincerely wish u all the best and believe our dearest Eddie will cherish n love u for the rest of ur n his life.. ..
xx, yao xinfu oh.. .. ..
although i nv contact u 24/7, meet u weekly, chat with u monthly..
but hope u had nv forgot all the fun, laughter and tears tt we once shared together.. ..
hope can meet tup one day and still be the same crazy gang again. =)
we love u, Mrs Cheng ♥
The Pictures of XinFu..
i cant even see the shadow of my xinfu.. ..
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Add On To Night Out Photos ~
  Threesome!!   Elain, LoveLove, Me, Lye Ma, Von, Jim (Light - Right)
 Lovely Young Couple..       The Bakas! Ladies Night! The Loves..
i love party, cuz i love my gang of buddies & friends
Happy Belated Birthday to Da Jie Daphne!
had Happy Shift today.. =)
met up XianSheng and headed down to Orchard to get DaJie's present..
and this is XianSheng's idea.. Kate Spade.. Nice Can!? lolx..
This is the 1st time i actually went all the way down to Bishan just to pass a birthday present to a fren.. hope she realli appreciate.. and love it loads.. and of cuz used it too...
Because, i wear M1 Uniform from wm to taka and walked all the way to Parkmall and to DaJie's Place.. wow!!!!! im just so shy la.. as everyone will look at me.. -.-"
DaJie, hope u realli like the present.. although its something tt u may not need.. but its just a small token from me, xiansheng and lovelove kel =) Hope to see u using it on monday to our wm chalet =) see ya there.. and remember.. although u r getting older each year.. but u are still de hot and sexy mama of e 2 boiis.. muackx.. WE LOVE YOU deep deep..
Thursday, March 26, 2009
my heart just so stubborn to listen to my brain ~
Nephew at Home ~ JieJie today bring Win over to have his hair cut. . . This is how he looks like when he is sleeping.. =) Cutie him.. realli cant stop myself from takin photos. . .   Hello!! This is my new hair cut! =)  Nice!?   He look so nice with his new hair style.. =) nice nice, look so clean and nice.. =) just simply love him so much.. feel like hugging him. . .
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
A Night Out With Colleagues.. .. .. 21.o3.o9.. ..
Happy Belated Birthday Flintstone!
Let the Photos do the Talking.. .. ..
                 serene wanna learn & train bowling ~
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Threesome!!
Elain, LoveLove, Me, Lye Ma, Von, Jim (Light - Right)
Lovely Young Couple..
The Bakas!
Ladies Night!
The Loves..
Hello!! This is my new hair cut! =)
Nice!?
