we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Sunday, January 24, 2010

im wondering..

sometime is really my fault or ppl just wanna put e blame on me?
im okay to b blame if u feel beta..
but have u ever felt how i feel den?

when.. u forgotten im waitin for u at home hungry.. and u just goes e way u wan it to be..
and now.. i nv throw u alone.. u nv mention anything today too. i tot it's just another blank date..
but ended up u being angry and ignore me.. for me forgetting.. and im home alone..
yet u enjoying outside.. and ppl accompanying u too..

so is tt fair?
or am i just a stepping stone?
wad have u all treated me as? need me, u all find me.. when dun need? who and wad am i to u?

ignore e way u wan it to be.. dislike me e way u wan it to be..
have u all cherish me when im around?


have u all give a tot to me too?
wad if today i waited and ended up a blank date again? will u feel e way im feeling now?
I HATE e FEELING..
i hate e way u all put e blames on me.. for nuthing and im being ignore..
and im e one being affected.. im e one tearing.. AND
u all enjoying away...





WAD AM I ACTUALLY TO ALL OF U!?
im really wondering.. .. .. ..

*cry*