we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Monday, February 01, 2010

Too sick to cry, to tired to try


tearing in e public is normal for me..
but tearing while shopping alone seems ages ago...

but today.. 31.01.2010 i did tt again.. silly me..
just cuz of someone whom dun care n apprecaite wad i had done..
yet im all alone back again..

being a silly ger to look forward..
being a silly ger to wait..
being a silly ger to search..
i keep asking why why why~ but im just like tt..

dreaming to b a 小女人 is oso my fault?
why cant i find someone to protect to relay on...
why am i always just an option to them?
why am i always their stepping stone?


i keep repeating i wont b that silly again..
but why would u be e one holding and pulling me again..??
am i really those rubbish tt dun worth anyone to put a little tot of effort?
i just need a strong wall to relay on... a shoulder to cry on...
i just need someone to b there for me.. tts all..

isn't im not trying..
is just tt no matter how hard i try..
ended up im always e one w e broken heart... =(


*cry again on 31.01 and 01.02*