I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh;
but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry

am i not good enough..
or u just simply dun care abt how pples feel?

are u used to it,
or am i just thinking too much?



Finally, i kept all e soft toy i had on bed in my cupboard.
Deleted all his numbers/pictures/smses frm my 2 hps.

this time round is realli to e max...
i think.. i had gave myself enough time for u..
change to someone will appreciate, will share, will inform..
i guess.. i had max out..
yet its been a year since we first realli starting.. and noeing each other as a life-time partner.
den, we release tt we are not meant for each other..
but still.. feelings e same. Never less since tt day..
but time and time of disappointment. onli e sea can b measure how much i had tear.

aint im tryin to b e best out of e best..?
or u just wanna prove me tt wad others said are true?
tt, u can nv b a good partner.. but u r e best buddies or friends of all...


i can rmb, u can run al e way to seragoon to pray
u can go al e way to geylang to meet cousin
u can make e effort to wake up to meet ur beloved buddies
u can remember others pple date but nv be mine..
u thanks ppl when pple do something for u..
u reply all ur frens smses when u wake up e next morning.. if u miss it in e nite.
u always smile happily infront of others.. but i had long lost it...

but if now.. i ask u..
do u stil remember how many promises u made to me.. yet till now u havent even done it?
or, do u think after all e promises had been broken.. u do not need to amend it at al?
or... u dun even care abt it.. any longer..?

but.. do u noe.. at least im still waitin for e day being apprecaite..?


im still waiting...