SLAP MYSELF HARD !!!

this time round.. how am i gonna forgive myself even u do..
im just another failure... getting simply SO FORGETFUL..
making him worry, wake up in e middle of e nite for me..
he is just WAY to good to me till im so afraid all this will stop..

nv gets angry w me..
nv gets annoy by me..
nv gets frustrate by me..
nv gets tired of me..
nv say NO to me useless its realli nt a gd idea (eg:club/late night)
nv try ways to make me jealous..
nv lie to me.. (till now)
nv betray me.. (till now)
nv try to let go my hand when he is in hold of mine..

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alot more but now brain is dead..
im sure im able to continue more..


he nv gets angry on me.. which things happen tt i sure will make a BIG OH HA if he did tt on me.. i really hope he can be angry w me.. at least i wont feel tt bad.. he making me.. feeling i dun deserve someone so good like him.. =(
what is happening to me..?
good i complain, not good oso complain.. arghh!

he's really a Good bf i ever met in my life..
maybe some is oso this sweet... but but but.. all are just short term..
hopin this will last .. thanks BiBi..

bibi, ilu ♥♥