we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Sunday, May 30, 2010

What Am I Thinking Again...?

Sudden Emo made me cant slp.. =(

He is WAY too good for me to cherish..
im so afraid one day he will just shout in my face for something i had done..
but im so NOT used to it tt someone actually contorl me..
wad is happening to me..

what he mention is true..
im wondering too...
"why those whom dun cherish me, i believe what they had said.."
"but why whom cherish and love me deeply, i have doubts on them.."

sometime im wondering..
its not tt i dun believe.. but its just tt i love sweet replies...
and i keep thinking e negative so tt if one day anything realli happens. it wont realli hurt me to e max.. cuz i always have e mindset tt... i dun worth anyone to love me and dote me to this kind of limits...

im not saying i dun wan but just tt i felt i dun deserve.. =(
babii.. im sorry to make u sad... but im realli afraid, if one day u no longer treat me e same..
hw am i going to answer myself and how am i gonna face e world...


again..
babii.. Im Sorry !! =(